Friday, November 26, 2010

Not that exciting

Thanksgiving was nice. I spent time with Dad and Lois. It is always nice to be able to relax with people we love.

It does not look like I will get that exciting night out without the kids after all. I had plans as of last weekend with a man that I'd been seeing. Now he claims that he does not have the time for a "real relationship". Ok. Plans canceled for tonight. Got feelers out, but no responses so far.

Dating sucks. I am just not into the "game." Apparently, honesty is a part of the game that I just can't play right. I use the honesty card, but others seem to be scared of it. So, I've come to the realization that I just might be alone for awhile.

As much as I would like to say that I am ok with that. I'm really not. I miss a man's touch. I miss having someone to share special times with. I miss having company. Adult company. I miss having a best friend.


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